Sweet Death

Sometimes I disappear
A ghost in plain sight
False are my footsteps
I am dead inside
Awake I am dreaming
Asleep I am alive
Catching rainbows
Only in my mind
Blood of my childhood
Raining from the sky
Glittering diamonds
Make believe heaven
Wrestling the demons
Sweet death dear mother
Let sleep blessed night
Never do waken
No longer I fight

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