Splayed

For this day I am unprepared
My heart beating fast, alone, scared
Frail heart broken, shattered it lie
Fragments of memories maligned
Dear sister your tears wet my eyes
Crisp the sun, let dawn still rise
Fevered sorrow melt my poor heart
Sad little white girl fuck yourself
Kiss me mother, wipe my brow
Forgive my sins I am good now
Crush my spirit filter my joy
Play me no longer, not your toy
For this day I am ready now
When you left, you tumbled my crown
Dear white girl what is your worry
Wrist splayed open, feel my fury

Now I lay me down to sleep
Forever lays my poor sheep
If I die before I wake
Sad white girl makes her escape

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