Not

It is so hard to not
Easier to just do
How I wish I could not
But when it comes to you
I know that I cannot
Not love you
Think of you
Or want you
Powerless
Though I am
Relentless
My pursuit
Happiness
Includes you
Not, you see will not do
Everything I am
I have because of you
My feelings deep and true
Not a thing in this world
I can afford to lose
I wear you like a noose

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